I'm 21 years old, smart, athletic with big dreams, but very depressed. I have 2 brothers and 1 sister. The oldest brother is currently at the University of Tennessee, younger brother got a full ride to Austin Peay University, and younger sister got a full ride to Carson Newman University. And here I am with no job, out of school, and completely overwhelmed. I lack organizational skills and confidence. I have to deal with depression, social anxiety, ADD, bi-polar, racing thoughts, obsessive thougths(OCD). It's just overwhelming. I want to be something special in life, but it's just so hard. I'm trying to get on the right cocktail of meds but it just takes so long. Hopefully something will work for me soon. I'm begginning therapy for the first time this month so that is a start.I don't want to look back at my lif 20 years from now and see that my internal problems held me back. I just want to be happy. It's just a rough time for me. God Bless