teen, please try to be a little easy on yourself. Your being young certainly doesn't trivialize your problems, but you are young & you're still getting to know yourself. Your painful sensitivity may someday develop into a deep empathy and compassion that you'll be able to cherish. You mention diagnoses, so maybe you're seeing a councilor or therapist? If not, it might help you if you have someone outside of family and close friends to talk with. At least keep posting here to get whatever support PC folks can provide. My therapist always tells me I'm too hard on myself - maybe that's something depressed folks have in common.