With a family background (with your sister and brother) there is every likelihood that
you may adjust with therapy and calm those inner disturbances that are really the things that are holding you back temporarily. Chances are that you have a very good intellect and that you may have some creative aspects in your personality, as well.

As you request, prayers will go up for wisdom to come to you quickly as you go with
therapy and that you will realize your importance as a human being and apply your
intelligence to self-improvement and educational values.

It's all there for you with the right help and attitude and blessings from above.

Take care.

Genetic