I have a real hard time making friends, I can't talk fast enough to keep up with own thoughts, so I stand there with a blank look on my face........And try to look as interested as I can, even though I'm not, becuase I always have something else on my mind......I'ts hard being around normal people, because I feel so criminal, even though I don't break the law anymore, or try not to anyway, just don't leave your purse or billfold laying around.....So I, as well, hide out, and avoid as many people as possible, I don't want to get drawn into a commitment, I can't fullfil.....