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Originally Posted by hiddeng3nius
For some reason, I sense paranoia in your dreams- like you have done something wrong and you are afraid that it's finally catching up and now it's time to pay for it.
There's something about the distinction of your second dream that I find interesting. A male figure related to you via marriage but not blood. Has a male figure hurt you in the past in any way? Or have you hurt a male figure in a way that makes you feel guilty now?
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I too find it interesting that in the second dream, the more recent dream, that the male figure was not a blood relative. I was abused as a young child - physically, verbally, and emotionally by my father. All has been forgiven, but I suppose will never be forgotten. The paranoia is a strange emotion...I've never had any reason to actually be paranoid, but the feeling in the dream was extreme anxiety and guilt with the need to "run." To my knowledge, I have not hurt anyone in a way that causes guilt. I'm really just not certain where this "paranoia" is coming from. I just know that it is extremely uncomfortable. I can't seem to shake the emotions of these dreams...