Sorry I didn't get back to you guys sooner. I've been too tired to get on the computer for a few days, and didn't finish catching up when I did yesterday. Thanks to both of you for responding.

My ultimate goal is to be an actress. However, I'd love to create beautiful acrylic and digital paintings, maybe a graphic novel series or comic, something where I create art in a medium I enjoy. It would be great if I could do both, or have art as a backup career. Writing, too, would be a great backup career. I'm good at writing (although I need to brush up; I got a great book that is used for English Composition 101 at my college, because even though I didn't have to take that class again, it was required for English Composition 102, and I find it very handy, so I'm not reselling it), but I prefer working with color and that's why painting would be more fun for me.

I do worry about my ability to handle things because of my weight and being out-of-shape. Trying to change that and go to college seems to be too much (plus I have to do things for my mom and take her to places, like doctor appointments, so my time is somewhat limited). That said, if I don't lose weight and get in some sort of decent shape, I could drop dead, and then college wouldn't matter, but I really would prefer to live a long life, preferably doing work that I enjoy, and of course, having fun.