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Originally Posted by Momentofclarity
What I would guess is your actually problem is rather your mindset. Even if you do something great you don't really appreciate it do you? Even if you got a really nice meal or saw a good movie or picture or whatever would you be able to appreciate it at the moment?
Think of it... are you really not good at anything? If you don't think you are what have people around you said about it? Have you during your whole lifetime never recieved a possitive comment for something you've done? Sure you have. But you aren't thinking of that now are you? You don't think you've done anything while you know you did when you first posted here or when you first posted on the other forums you mention.
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That is true, I don't feel I do appreciate a lot of things. My mindset it probably quite different from some people because I have to question and dissect everything until it makes sense, and most of the time, nothing does make sense.
I really am not good at anything. This is the part that bugs me the most when I tell people because it's always the same. 'You MUST be good at SOMETHING'. If there was something I knew I was good at I would go out and do it. But there really is nothing. And it gets to me so much, because I'm just watching the world go by, seeing people get jobs or going to college, actually having a life, etc. And then there's me, no life, no hope, nothing. I just exist. For what? I'm a waste of an existence. There's nothing I can do.