Hello there CaptainArgh, welcome to the forum! And good on you for being brave enough to post. Yeah this AvPD is rubbish isn't it - I'm sorry yours seems to be playing up, sounds like things could be getting overwhelming for you?
Hope you stick around and tell some of your story
Torn
p.s. how's the weather downunder? I used to live in Oz and been to Brisbane a few times, loooooooooong time ago now...