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Originally Posted by IcryWhoAmI
That is true, I don't feel I do appreciate a lot of things. My mindset it probably quite different from some people because I have to question and dissect everything until it makes sense, and most of the time, nothing does make sense.
I really am not good at anything. This is the part that bugs me the most when I tell people because it's always the same. 'You MUST be good at SOMETHING'. If there was something I knew I was good at I would go out and do it. But there really is nothing. And it gets to me so much, because I'm just watching the world go by, seeing people get jobs or going to college, actually having a life, etc. And then there's me, no life, no hope, nothing. I just exist. For what? I'm a waste of an existence. There's nothing I can do.
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If you are as passive as you describe then it might be hard to find what you are good at unless you posses a sleeping, eating and going to bathroom skill. And even if you did save the whole world from certain doom you've already decided that you aren't good at anything and then you wouldn't notice how great your deeds are anyway. I would say that the chances that you aren't good at anything and contra that it is just a picture of yourself you have a hard time to let go are quite slim.
But you know what? It actually doesn't matter that much. Cause the way I see society you DO have the capacity to do whatever society actualy need the most. And that is people who care for others.
I bet you do have the capacity to give a very powerfull cure that can almost cure anything. You have typed on this forum right? If you have that you do got hands right? If you do have hands you've got arms right? If you have arms and hands that you can write with you can surely wrap someone in with them. Another word for that is hug.
Seriously, by just being a human you can be someone for others. You can speak, listen, hug, watch movies with someone or.. whatever... the possibilities are endless. In fact, you've already given 5 cyber hugs and thats 5 well needed hugs, 'cause you can't get enough of 'em.