there is no 'logic' at a time like this...

no reasoning with the most unreasonable sadness.

things are going to be very difficult for a while.... until you are completely spent.

there is no mission for this time...beyond being free to feel ...right now everything painful is justified.

life never gets more intense...never more intense than when it's absence gets real close!

Jason...he is on the other side he can see you still even clearer than ever before...

can you 'feel' him watching you?