ever get emotionally disturbed?

...not like disturbed!.....gets a bad rap that word...it's just 'mixed up'...thats all it means.....it's not 'shattered!'

ever get mentally ruined?

...not like ruined!...gets a bad rap that word...it's just 'damaged significantly'....thats all it means....it's not 'destroyed!'

ever get personally dysfunctional?

...not like dysfunctional!...gets a bad rap that word...it's just 'mismanaged a bit'...thats all it means...it's not 'hopeless!'

ever get utterly troubled?

...not like troubled!...gets a bad rap that word...it's just 'complicated inside'...thats all it means...it's not 'embarrassing!'


ever get it all at once and then none of it and then got fingertips grasping one side of reality and poor toes clinging to the other side and it's so far down!

yep