I have been asking the others to let me see what happened to me. For the longest time I was told that I wasn't ready. About two month ago I have started having dreams that look and feel real. I am little and being hurt by someone I know. The other day, at bed time, I started feeling fear, A gripping mortal fear, I could not get away from it, and I was terrified by it. I got up out of bed. put on the lights, took medication, went on the computer and stayed awake until I fell asleep. If I can not be still in my fear I will never know what happened. I need to know to be able to feel my life. I don't know what to do. I don't know if I am supposed to let the fear consume and than leave on it's own or if I am supposed to fight the fear. No one is telling me what I should do. If anyone has had a similar experience and wouldn't mind sharing how you pushed past the fear. I know this is a personal question so if no one responds I understand. I am just trying to figure out what to do.