if everyone believes me when i post stuff?

i remember going to a therapist last year and she didnt believe many of the experiences i said i went through. like in the hospital and stuff that i did and stuff. but i told to because i felt like i needed to come clean about who i was or stuff. it hurt me and kinda traumatized me that she didnt believe me or what i was telling her. it hurt me so much to be so open and honest in a long time and get that said to me. it left me wondering if i was so messed up and the experiences i went through so messed up that ill never be believed. it threw me through a loop. i just want to be able to tell someone anyone something and hope im not shut down like that. not again..

the therapist also told me that it was my fault when i told her i was restrained a few times. that hurt me so bad.