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Originally Posted by Miswimmy1
I think I want to take a break. But I cant. You said, I will work with you as long as you are willing to work. I am willing to work. Just not under these conditions... not like this. I will work but only if you stay true as well. I cant take a break because then thats another reason for you to abandon me. And if this relationship is going to end, I want to be the one to end it. Not you.
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(((((Miswimmy))))),
I feel so sad for you. I don't think that your T understands you at all. I agree with you, it seems like your T has her definition of what work is, which is do what she says. I think you are working now, working to try to understand why she is so different, and working to try to process what probably feels 'unprocessable'. I think this is her, not you. From what I am hearing, I think there is something going on within you that neither you or your T know, but something that you sense. I am sorry she is so hell bent on doing it her way, and then telling you that if you don't do it her way that you aren't working? I am so sorry that you are going through this, you don't deserve it.
