i feel tha same way. im female and my sister has a masters and great job. pays well and a soon to be husband that is a fireman. etc. all those great things plus more. im a college drop out too and exactly what you said. except no job here.

i quit going to family functions.
i am the one with no education no job and no relationship for many many years now.
my cousins have been getting married left and right some already have babies.

im about ready to be a spinster i suppose. i want to die a lot lately. and have thought about doing things but am not sure for fear of jailtime.