I constantly check the availability of classes for college even when my schedule is fine. I want it to be just right meaning I have to the right amount of classes on certain days. I will write it out repeatedly and make sure I like the way it looks. This is something I have done since being in college. This is my last semester of my undergraduate. I have always been a commuter student, I do not know if this is my way of feeling in control or apart of my school since I do not live on campus. I never thought about how much I do it until recently and my friends will be like "why are you checking your schedule again, you already ordered your books". I find it to be a strange behavior of mine.
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