I understand way more than you probably will think i do

i don't 'do' doctors

i don't 'do' therapy

but i also think i am getting worse without anything ... i have some celexa i'm trying to remember to take, after going to the only dr i have ever even half trusted ... but i can't seem to make myself go back cos i'll just freak out again (embarrassing).

good luck and i dont know what to advise but ... kia kaha (be strong)

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