If its not too bold of me to ask, what kind of therapy are you in? Anger management? If not, have you considered it?

I commend you for acknowledging the mental abuse. Those invisible scars take a much longer time to heal. Its true that guilt is a heavy burden to carry but better to know where you have gone wrong and to do something about it than to feel no remorse and continue being an angry man and hurting those you love.

I am not giving you my sympathy, LookingforHelp but, I will support your effort in becoming a healthy loving new man. I have to say that I have a bit of an ulterior motive (I hope you don't mind) - in hearing of your progress (and maybe some of the steps you are taking) I'm hoping that I can help someone else close to me.


<font color=green>Once in a while it really hits people that they don't have to experience the world in the way they have been told to.</font color=green> --Alan Keightley