I hate society, and I hate most people. I hate myself and my life.
I want to be different, I want to do something. I just can't. I have no motivation or drive. No matter how many times I tell myself to do something, I never do. It frustrates me how I'm like this. It frustrates me how easy it is for other people, why is it so hard for me? Why must I fail at everything? Why can't I find just ONE thing I'm good at? Why must my life be wasted on boredom and self-hate? How will I ever make a life for myself. I just wish I didn't exist.