The morning started too early; got a ride to the hospital for something at 7:30 a.m they sent another driver who didn't know the way; wild ride; they should pay ME for directions; parking ticket did not get validated....back to my hideout at home.

Venturing out lately really messes me up & I end up spending more money than I had intended...so many people seem incompetent here, though it is fast, fast, fast. Thank goodness for my sweet dog, and home sweet home. I guess I was just on overload after peaceful days alone...with no noise.....water here is getting increasingly chlorinated when I check the residue; even though I buy bottled water, it probably contains something else.

Not feeling "one" with the weather or the environment, although I walk in the snow.....the cold is just too cold every day. This is the borderline talking....nothing is ever OK, or perhaps it just seems that way when I'm not in control of the situation. It is sunny and clear, which is lovely.

Thanks for reading, anyone. Time to travel out of the timezone after one more test next week......going to cali after the rainy season to visit and look for a house. Peace,


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