I know what triggered me. I'm not going to say what it was because I was already told it was stupid and I am not in the mood to hear it again. And maybe it is stupid to some people but not to me.

I don't have a pdoc.

I know that no matter where I am I'll be this ball of rage until I can get it to stop. Which, I'm not very good at without venting and I can't vent.... I just have too much going on and I can't handle it.