Well, my sister just went to the airport to go back to Washington after visiting for the holidays. I feel like complete **** for not running around doing stuff with her and my mom while she was here. They wanted me to go to the airport to see her off, but me and airports...no thank you. I avoid crowded places 99% of the time, no matter what..which I'm sure a lot of people deal with. I just...I feel bad. I could see how disappointed my sister was.. Today is going to be rough. Things are definitely different around the house without her here. Less....entertaining? I don't know. I barely talk to my mom or brother..even if they talk to me. I used to be more outgoing and 'entertaining' than anyone I knew. Wonder what happened to change that.. I wish I knew.