Probably just the stress and lack of sleep making these "look like add to me" symptoms. They are common in depression and mania/dysphoria. Maybe my add makes me see imaginary add in others. Wish I could order you up some massage or something (if you even like that - I've been day dreaming about massage today - it would really help me).

Probably best to not visit or talk to dad right now, right? He's really broken your trust by lashing out at you and then acting like nothing happened. I've noticed my bf does that after conflict, likes to act like nothing happened, but I need some apologies and reassurance that I'm loved. And things bother me a lot longer than they seem to bother him. Very different of course, but maybe part of how men communicate differently than women. (no offense to the compassionate strong communicator men out there).

I'm trying hard to be a good parent and not turn my back, thank you for reminding me about that. My son is off at a girl's house idk where, we have court tomorrow. I have to keep trying, can't turn my back on him. I'm sure you've not even done anything to warrant how he treats you, it's probably the wife's venom or jealousy putting him in a bad position where he did not choose the high road. I'm so sorry things are going like this with him. Hopefully you're leaving work now, and can have some respite at home. My wish for you, a peaceful bath with lavendar bubbles, and a funny looking santa rubber ducky. Or a night of peaceful gaming, fighting cute-ish monsters (that's what I do in my latest favorite online game, such a great escape). You are special and magical and deserve a break.