I get it...and there's nothing more painful than apologizing and someone not saying "I forgive you" or when they refuse to apologize when they do something blatantly wrong. I'm actually kinda in the same boat...isn't that funny? Never receive an apology though I was not the only one at fault, let's pretend nothing ever happened, and that any emotions were ever there, and that my apologies are spoken on the wind. Yep. And now...I can't even believe that anyones cares, here or elsewhere. Just in that kind of mood...lucky me! I know I did load to cheer you up, put out a lot of positive vibes here. (Sarcasm intended.) That's why I'm not saying much of anything right now, but I think you'll see the point if it's still there: you're not alone.