>My mindset it probably quite different from some people because I have to question and dissect everything until it makes sense, and most of the time, nothing does make sense.

I understand this pretty well. A lot of things really dont make sense to me either. Sometimes we just have to accept what we cant change, but, heck, if you can change something, by all means do!

What about animals? Do you hate them too?

What does it mean to you to hate?