sweetie.. all I can say is that for me.. one day I chose to believe that I was worth more than the way I was being treated....
I decided that I would respect myself if nobody else would.. and I refuse to allow anyone to abuse me again... once you have been there.. you know more of what you want to allow or not...and you tell yourself you deserve so much more...we all deserve to be happy and enjoy life...
Sometimes we might have to remind ourselves of that over and over until we believe it..
You will be in my thoughts....Faith