I'm a Cancer and born in 1983 so I'm a Rat. I like water, and because of that, I believe it has a hold on me and can take me away. I understand that both fire and water are gateways, but the one you like, can take you away against your will. Recently, I have been called to fire and wonder what this is about. I got some candles and tried to play with pyromancy to no avail. Today, I found a book called On Becoming an Alchemist and I hope it will answer some questions. Is anyone else being called to something? Does anyone astral project? Some people think this is crap, but it isn't. If I'm called to fire, and it can be wielded, I'd definitely like to learn more about it, but I haven't seen any books regarding this. What do you think?