My little boy is sick. I notice when we went up for the holidays. We went to the children's hospital. He was immediately admitted for a bunch of tests and medication. After a night / day of testing we were released with medication and 2 follow ups. It all was starting to look up. He was taken off the medication and we were cleared to go home at the second follow up.

Five days later he's sick again. He looks bad almost yellow, and is very tired and "clingy". He saw his area doctor today and he's being sent to a 4th specialist in less than a month. I was doing well up until tonight when he seemed yellow-ish.

My mind is seeming to wander to the worse case scenario even though it's most likely nothing. I'm trying to keep myself busy but all I want to do is go lay next to him and fall asleep. He doesn't realize he's sick we told him he's tried because he's probably growing.

What can I do to keep my mind off the worse case scenario when he looks ill?