What do the dr's say? Yellowish, did they say jaundice a possibility? Sorry to pry, I know how worried you must be. The worst case scenarios stress me out to no end (Jordan had a meningitus scare once) but when I hear the actual diagnosis and prognosis, it actually comes as a relief as opposed to more stress... I dont have any advice, but I empathize, and want to remindyou to take care of yourself, Miguel needs you, so try to live in the now I hope he gets better soon MM.