I met a gut in the hospital and he had cuts on is arm and i asked him why he cuts himself he didn't know why but did say what you said for a feeling of pain release. we all gathrd arond him and begged him not to do it anymore, he listened but i hope he was helped by that,.Sometimes just knowing someone cares may be all you are looking for;not attention but human companioship and love. I love everybody, everybody has problems but i think its how you learned or something went wrong long ago inyou life you maybe forgot and it my hve been a learned behavior this you may be able to control if you letothers help you.Also don't let pride get in the way