Thank you SO much SAWE. Really, it means a lot. I've actually been now...and survived. It was hard. Next week is a long time away. I think she heard me, but I talked non stop so much (so unlike me) that I barely managed to find out for sure. She looked really sad for me when I looked up at her sometimes though, and so that really helped. She validated some things I said too. When I told her how hurt I felt that after the really bad session (I talked over how so many of the things she'd said had really hurt me) and then that she didn't even look at me when I tried to say sorry right at the end. She pointed out today that at the time we'd run over by then and what did I want her to do instead, not talk to her next client until I'd left? I said she could have tried to do anything in return to my apology, and when she really pushed for a specific answer, I said she could have said something like "I'm sorry it was so hard too. We'll fix this next week". She was quiet for a second and then she said "that would have been a good thing to say". So some of the time it was like she heard me, finally, now, a couple of months later. Thank you for thinking of me SAWE