Thanks so much MUE! It's been so stressful and hard. I've been just hanging on for so long now. T helped me turn my life around and she was the one really positive, stable, reliable thing I had in my life. So much was lost when I lost that. It's not all magically better. It still feels suddenly like she's not my safe person anymore I hope she'll keep hearing me, and that she will work through the mess with me and keep helping me too. It's a start anyway...

It's always scary to be told something like that and then having to wait to find out what's going on. Hopefully it just means they want to talk about what's going on even though it isn't anything too serious. I'm hoping if it was really serious that they wouldn't discuss the nature of it at all over the phone and would just tell you to go in?