Thanks for the response. I have been in therapy twice. The first time was for several months but, I seriously doubt I was ready to deal with my issues. Additionally, I think I built such giant barriers that there was really no chance of anyone ever penetrating them.

I am looking forward to my first session next week. I am about as excited as I am traumatized over what I am going to learn. I think that I have a good idea of what is going to come out and I think I am ready to heal from it.