I'm very much like you in the social arena. Congrats on going out to lunch & having a successful encounter with another human being! My husband has invited two couples over for dinner on Sun. night. He doesn't understand how stressful & difficult it is for me & I'm trying to be a good wife (despite his having to take me to the ER last month for an overdose). Will I ever be "normal" & able to do normal things without this amount of stress?--Suzy