I know what you mean. the other day, I was reading my journal from when I was hospitalized, and I actually thought "I miss that, why can't I be that low again?" What the HECK!?! So I understand. It's so hard being stuck, too, even with a T's help. When you feel stuck, does T have any tips for you on how to get unstuck? (If you are willing to share I would love to hear them...)