Thanks

First off, no, this isn't the first time I've had paranoia. I had that major episode that lasted several years, but no treatment at that time. It was full on persecution delusions with delusions of grandure and hallucinations. But, I'm not diagnosable from it because it happened when I wasn't in treatment....

Genetic: I currently don't have a psychologist or psychiatrist and no insurance. We're moving very soon so I can't get set up with the county until we move (which is to another county.) I plan to figure things out once we move for that. As for the diet thing, I already have a very limited diet. I have some major food problems as well. So, it's not so simple for me personally to change my diet by eliminating food groups in entirity, as I eat very few foods to begin with. So, I don't know about that.

Gary: This is exactly the type of help I'm looking for. Thank you! Do you know of any online resorces where I can learn about this? If not, I'll look it up. At least it will give me something until I can figure out treatment.

Blue: My husband is very supportive and loving and super protective of people he cares about. So, it's hard for him to have to deal with this situation because it's two people he cares about.... Also that feeling sorter thingy you describe? Do you know what it is called maybe I can look it up.