2. I cannot hold an intelligent conversation. I often feel like this!

3. I am socially awkward. Yep

5. I'm unable to express my feelings without being awkward. Yes, or I decide the day of the event that I will mess up royally. And in my dreams I mess up.

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8. I've been fired from 2 jobs in less than a year. I was laid off from 2 jobs in 1 1/2 years.

11. I just want to hide from the world. Yes, I want to hide from it all the time.

Hmmm good advice? Probably to be clean, exercise/diet healthy . social interaction everytime it is possible. I'm not a Pdoc, obviously, this is clear as mud

Peace & Hugs,

TnT