I have to go to a party tomorrow...and I am dying inside already...It is going to be on a boat so I am afraid if I get an attack I won't have anyway of just escaping and going home...Please somebody give me a word of encouragement...Maybe I can play sick again and stay home...but it is for a special person who has been so kind to me over the years that if I don't go I will feel guilty for a long long time...I don't know what to do...I can't breathe!