I did the same thing Southpole... don't want to discuss it in any detail cuz I've put it behind me, but same age guy, and I'm 10 years older than you. It happened, it was a whoops, I was doing a lot of weird things, but I don't think I'll do it again because I've spent so much time reflecting. I believe it possible to learn and grow even from a hypo/mania, even if I go into another episode, I really learned some things.