I am so sorry you are having difficulty conceiving. I cannot say I understand, I do not. I have been threw 3 miscarriages. I now have children. Who know's why these things happen or don't happen.

I do understand wanting a baby and not being successful is heart wrenching. I understand the jealousy that you feel towards other mothers w/ babies. I was in a similar position. My cousin found out she was preg. first then I wound out I was. I miscarried she did not. She was a single mom and I was married. She didn't want to be preg. and I did. But for some reason it didn't work out. I got preg again 4 mo later and had a full term baby. But her child will always be older then mine. Because of the miscarriage.

I'm happy to have my kids but the reminder still hurts so I do kinda understand. A little, but I didn't have to go threw near what you are going threw. Good luck w/ things. I hope it turns out the way you hope.