no no you didn't make me cry ... im just about to cry with frustration ...

no im just super busy some 12 hour days and business trips away going on at the moment ... and im tired and blah from that ... but better in other ways (happier)

he wants 'proof' that i've gone, too

i dont want him to come with me he'd just say EVERYTHING and make me look stupid. plus he would know everything dr said and i would prolly be selective about what i told him.

i need to make up a convincing lie that i've gone that he will BELIEVE.