I have been having gallbladder attacks all week and I thought it was just extreme mid back pain. I should know I had this before. Bit the front pain was not first this time. I'm having night sweats, really bad nausea, right shoulder blade pain and feel like someone beat me with a 2 by 4 in the center of my back.. Well little to the right.

I went for a massage thought it would help my back. Made it so much worse. I am supposed to be at work in the morning. Its 1 am. I can't sleep, cant relieve the pain. Feel like I am gonna throw up and am just sitting here crying. Yes stupid. It's been days well started last week. Can never tell what is wrong so many health problems..its stupid.

I am scared to get it taken out. I was told months ago that I should get it taken out. Depressing this stuff is, no matter how i try to spin it at the moment.

Does it sound like gallbladder. I have about 10% faith left in doctors atm. I just want the pain to stop. Its bad.. You guys know I don't take meds for anything. I have been taking flu medicine cough medicine, advil .. Nothing works at all.

I usually try my best to not get frustrated or overwhelmed... but I am so overwhelmed, This, the lupusy problems, my job ( which feels like it's killing me), my house, it's too much for me right now I am so so tired.