(((Speed)))
Not sick of hearing it at all. You know... you are amazing. I am also a mother, and I cannot understand what it must be like. I think the most painful thing ever possible times 1 million.. maybe. I don't know how you are pulling through this or finding the strength.. but you are.
I am so sorry you have to do all this, I really am. Just take it one second at a time. That's all there is in our lives, this second.. just right now. Remember that your son loved you and would want you to carry on, to smile again, to feel warmth. It will happen again, and for him.
You are amazingly strong, a loving devoted mother and a beautiful human. No matter how surreal this all must feel, those are truths.
Just try to stay with each moment. Try not to think about the days to come. We will be here no matter what.. keep talking all you need or want to
