therapy starts soon think this week I am not for sure an marriage counselling again.About it was nice I felt she was starting to open up an talk more rather then holding everything inside. I think one of my mistakes was letting my wife read my threads on here she really thought I was trying to get dates or something on this site so I know that was bothering her real bad ,when I was spending hours on the pc.We do not communicate very well,
she believes I almost had an affair because I talked to many other women besides her I think that was the trigger but I am unsure at this point.My feelings are not very good after all that she has done I am very confused and unsure of my future at this time.