I thought I was all alone with these sort of issues... Thank You for making this thread.
I don't really want to discuss my actions, but I must say this sounds really true...:
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Originally Posted by southpole
I also get the vulnerability in terms of sexuality and letting things happen that aren't necessarily what you want to happen. Sometimes I feel like I am this hypersexualised person, but just as often I feel either asexual or reserved in terms of sexuality.
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I suppose, what's really bothering me is this sort of weird sense like my feelings/actions have been corrupted internally. Like I've cheated (myself) beforehand?
I always doubt whether I actually want to be with someone (sexually) or is it just that I'm hypomanic (I tend to meet people when I'm in that state).