In addition to my first post... There is hope that on Friday I can visit a good psychiatrist and start getting rid of my tortures this hell I'm going through! Please pray so that visit really happens and I'm not crazy and won't be locked in psychiatric hospital!

I think my husband is ashamed of this. He learned about it and showed no emotions just silence...

Actually I'm Christian and went to church and I keep on praying to God. I believe Jesus will save me

My heart is with all guys suffering mental disorders Let's have a hug guys