I'm not sick of hearing from you at all either, quite the opposite. I'm relieved to see you posting, I'm proud of you making it through each moment. I'm glad you post that you considered it, and that you didn't do it. You have to talk about that stuff so that you don't act on it, I think. We're here listening, just keep talking, ok? There are also so many more reading who may not know what to say, but are listening and caring and praying. So just keep checking in, ok? I want to hear anything you say.

The bagpiper sounds very special. I'm of Scottish descent, bagpipes remind me of my dad who is passed and I miss dearly. He once gave me a little book with inspirational quotes and pics of Scotland, called My Heart is in the Highlands, I still have it.