((((((((ickydog)))))))))

I'm so sorry dear. That seems like a horribly rotten week. Please continue to fight the idea to cut, you can do it - I know you can. I'm sorry that there is all this chaos, hurt and confusion around you - but you've come this far without resorting to self-injury and I know you really don't want to go there again. Try to find someone to talk to, journal or do anything to get your thoughts and feelings down and out of you - because that is what can cause a person to act on the impulse to SI.

Stay safe *hugs*