Oh Anika I am worried for you, please get it checked out asap. I would be pretty terrified of surgery, but we are getting older and going to have to do these sort of things... I'm older, you're too young for all this stuff. Please try not to stress about work, money might be a worry, but your body doesn't need any more stress right now. Just focus on getting well. Sending what small amount of Reiki healing that I know to you in the North.