I've often felt that way, too, Somebody. It's not true, though. You can count on that.
Our illness sometimes makes us hard to be around but it doesn't mean that people don't miss us and want us to get better. I would miss you and I certainly want you to get better.
<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.